and to think it will all be over in a month....or so. ... or less.... at some point!
Thats the really scary thing the not knowing when it will happen .. but knowing its not all that far away.

And then what? i havent given this parenting thing too much thought. the best i can manage is to buy stuff that looks like it could be useful. But what on earth is a Bumbo and do i really need one?!

First thing bubba needs is a name!

i liked ethan. so did daddy. but it is just far to popular.
so it may be Evan. its the only name we have really been able to agree upon. daddy seems to like ghetto sounding names like.. jakobe? i prefer the classics. i really like kurt. but not allowed.

i wonder what hes going to be like..?

i wonder how much of it will come down to the choices we make as parents?
nature vs. nuture.

please dont let me be a bad mommie!