Mothers day was bittersweet.. Took Evan bear out to release some balloon at the garden of remeberance...
I feel much happier having him home, and in bear form for cuddles. Went to the hospital again for results, again got told they werent in. Really over this feeling of not knowing one way or the other...

Still no luck in looking for work, I feel like im in a place of limbo right now, and i just cant move ahead no matter how hard i try ...

Evan Bear <3

Life is staggered.
Life is a struggle....

I hate this feeling of going from one exteme to the other, completely depressed, then greatful and enjoying the beauty of the world... then depression again.